When you crossed my mind,
It is because you were in my heart.
I will never get to see or hear you, I am torn apart.
You and I were never given a chance
Like others are.
I can still imagine you, when I wish upon a star.
Sometimes I imagine we are so close,
Yet I’m so far from reaching my heart’s desire,
I hate being burned by this hopeless fire.
Why does it have to haunt me,
Haven’t I wished enough in one lifetime,
Haven’t I cared enough to make you mine.
My heart has been heavy like a stone because of my
Wanting to be in your life,
Instead, I was cut from you by life’s wicked knife.
For a second, I thought it would finally happen
I could actually see through this life’s forest, finally
I thought it would for sure come to be.
But it didn’t.
You will never be sharing life with me,
And I feel because of the “what if’s” I will never be free.