Seemingly by MwsR
Feelings are all over the place
Can’t seem to keep a smile on my face
Looking for remedies
But none seem to help me
I’ve tried being positive
But it is hard when you’re always the one to give
Fake smiles are my new mask
A seemingly happy display, a hard task
Wishing in my mind that things would drastically change
Feeling very uncomfortable, somewhat strange
Guess I took all the times I had for granted
Suddenly it’s like nothing was even planted
Things and people disappear,
At least from my sight, especially those I held dear.
Why must things be such a struggle?
I wish I could save things and leep them in a bubble.
Protect them, enjoy them, just one more time
Before I loose my mind.
Everything dear to me
Flees from me
I am beginning to see a pattern
Never on my time table
Never anything stable
It gets hard, it seems wrong
Why does this sort of thing happen so long?