Sharon
It is a pain, so much like the others
Deep and forthcoming most of my life
Something that is so much a part of me,
That I can feel it breath
So much a part that without it I would cease to exist
It was with me that day back in 1970
It has followed me like a lost puppy
Clings to me like a second skin
Tears my heart from within
I can no longer leave it in the hole
Where it was formed
Where it showed itself to me
I must let myself walk with it, eat with it,
Sleep with it, dream with it,
And most definitely, rise with it
If I were to name it,
It would be Sharon,
The name I was born with
It would be the darkest
Yet most enlightening piece ,of the now me
Together we will go though the rest of this life
Forever tormenting one another,
Yet gliding along with a purpose
Each, their own
Onward but yet still somehow backwards
Forever.