Struggling with uncertainties
Looking at all my frailities
Questions the strategies
Pondering all the negativities
Wondering if there are possibilities
I am hostage to.
Mingling with my enemies
Reaching for my legacy
Hiding my awful tendencies
Always looking for the penalties
My own body, mind, and soul’s felonies
Wishing for real serenity
I am hostage to.
Feeling inept showing my jealousy
Humming along with a melody
Things really affect me mentally
Having my own specialties
There is little rarities
The shadows have many enmities
I am hostage to.