Struggling with uncertainties

Looking at all my frailities

Questions the strategies

Pondering all the negativities

Wondering if there are possibilities

I am hostage to.

Mingling with my enemies

Reaching for my legacy

Hiding my awful tendencies

Always looking for the penalties

My own body, mind, and soul’s felonies

Wishing for real serenity

I am hostage to.

Feeling inept showing my jealousy

Humming along with a melody

Things really affect me mentally

Having my own specialties

There is little rarities

The shadows have many enmities

I am hostage to.

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