While You Forget By MwsR

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I am wondering where the time went

What was it inside your mind or how much others really meant

Why would you let your soul be jeopardized?

You should have apologized

Now you are forgetting all the rotten moments of your life

While others, speaking for myself, agonized.

Secretive, yet I managed to see right through

Of course, there was no option, for me, but to

Hearing of your memory disease makes me sad for you

I never hated you, it’s true.

Choosing to lock you out of my life

Help me be a better person, a better wife.

I saw in my husband the man you could never be

And just think you were my own daddy.

Pains me to think of your soul and eternal situation

I just hope you rectified that and received sanctification.

Still, the human side of me is mad

Mad that you no longer hear those demons you had.

They probably drove you crazy towards the end of your memory

It kind of works that way, you know, believe me.

I’ve had you in my memory for so long you see,

No one cared to listen to me.

I forgave you a long time back

Because I wanted to meet God one day, and that’s that.

You get to forget, but I don’t

I wish in my heart I could, but I won’t.

For me to remember brings closure and renew

And nothing for you.

While you forget, the eternal will make known

All the things a person has done wrong.

If there was one thing I’d like you to remember,

That I made it despite you, in spite of you, and until forever.

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