Famous Poem~ Thanksgiving

A Boy in Church by Robert Graves

“Gabble-gabble,… brethren,… gabble-gabble!”
My window frames forest and heather.
I hardly hear the tuneful babble,
Not knowing nor much caring whether
The text is praise or exhortation,
Prayer or thanksgiving, or damnation.

Outside it blows wetter and wetter,
The tossing trees never stay still.
I shift my elbows to catch better
The full round sweep of heathered hill.
The tortured copse bends to and fro
In silence like a shadow-show.

The parson’s voice runs like a river
Over smooth rocks. I like this church:
The pews are staid, they never shiver,
They never bend or sway or lurch.
“Prayer,” says the kind voice, “is a chain
That draws down Grace from Heaven again.”

I add the hymns up, over and over,
Until there’s not the least mistake.
Seven-seventy-one. (Look! there’s a plover!
It’s gone!) Who’s that Saint by the lake?
The red light from his mantle passes
Across the broad memorial brasses.

It’s pleasant here for dreams and thinking,
Lolling and letting reason nod,
With ugly serious people linking
Sad prayers to a forgiving God….
But a dumb blast sets the trees swaying
With furious zeal like madmen praying.

Diabolical Disease by MwsR

How can I loath something so much, yet be appreciative of it?

You came into my life like a thief in the night.

Robbed me of hope, trying to blind my sight.

I asked, “Why me?” a million times

Yet, no-one had an answer for me.

I was trapped in this reality.

Healthy eating is my best chance

To combat the damage

To give myself a fighting stance.

You have taught me so much

Yet made me sad and mad and all the rest of emotions

I feel like a prisoner. locked up on this “locomotion”

No pardon, no reprieve

Where is the great cure that will come rescue me?

You have affected me in so many ways

Took my surefootedness and left me

Without anything to grab onto, you see,

Medication is for me like breathing is to live

I wish I could give it away like a gift.

No-one should deal with you

No-one needs you in their life

Rather been cut by the sharpest knife

At least I would be free,

Free of this diabolical disease

My burden to bear, my diabetes.

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Justifiable By MwsR

Things are not always black or white

Feelings are not to be kept away, tight

To be without feelings is not right.

Making someone feel that they are to blame

When you really know inside it is not a game

But you insist on making them feel insane.

What if’s and use to be’s

They are what makes you feel you have any liberty

To blame or punish me.

It is not justifiable just because you might think so

Try to reflect on your own self and insecurities, also

Let me be and leave me alone, I want to go.

Poem by MwsR(me)

My Disease by MwsR

It hurts to have you in my life
Each reminder pricks me like a knife.
I struggle to keep you at “bay”
But you just won’t go away.

Walking seems to clear my head
While you try to keep me in bed.
Food I take in
Keeps me, prisoner, again.

Wishing you weren’t here
Want to take away the worrisome fear.
Like an old friend that I have talked to
You remind me of what I should do.

To say my life would be different without you
It is exactly the truth.
You came into my life when health wasn’t important to me
Taught me a lot, you see.

The diabetes you aren’t my friend
You will, however, be with me till the end.
So I think I’ll try to be
The one I can be with this disease.

Don’t let fear rule or dictate your life.
Live it with all you’ve been given, even amid the strife.
After all, you came first before the Diabetes,
You don’t need to make a peace treaty.

Fight to live!
Take the time to give!
Share your knowledge and experience,
To those who search for a difference.

Poem by MwsR( me)

Don’t Think About Me…

Each time when I happen to cross your mind

Think of just what you’ve left behind

Think of all the days that’s gone

And how much time I’ve been alone

Each picture that was once so proudly displayed

Now is hidden or tucked away

There is not a memory around of me now

Just thoughts in your mind that simply just goes round

Each word or mention of me in passing

Ducking from all the questioning

What to say about decisions made

Because in your heart so heavily they’ve laid

Each tear that was shed was it from regret

Or was it self-pity that you wanted to get?

Shame how time changes some men

Kinda scary to think you’ve forgotten about the sin

Each family event that you’ve planned

One less family member to get the upper hand

Time has a way of showing whose true

Again I’m sorry that it couldn’t be you

So each time I am in your head

Remember it was away from you I was led

Don’t think about me

If only in your mind is where I’ll be

Actions were all it would have taken

For me not to have felt forsaken

Don’t just don’t think about me.

I’m in charge of my life can’t you see?

Each thing I’ve not forgotten

Each word I’ve memorized

Each step from you and you’re still surprised!

Don’t think about me.

Poem by MwsR( me)

Fear by MwsR

Different than any other emotion
It takes up residence if you let it
Wreaking havoc on your spirit.
Tearing apart your sensibilities
That’s if you have any in the start
Way down to the deepest part.
It’s like a prison and you’re the inmate
You cannot leave it behind even when you’re set free
Even though you’ve done your time, you see.
So much of your life changes
To accommodate the chaos
The fear can make you feel lost.
Like a stranger that is living your life
Little you can do until you come to terms with it.
Decreasing the fear just a bit.
Life can have scary times and fears that take over
It’s something everyone’s had
But remember things don’t always have to stay that bad.

Poem by MwsR( ME)

Knife
By MwsR

An old familiar song playing on the radio
makes me recall things that I had forgotten.
Like a bad odor lets you know something has become rotten.

Stares from recognizable faces
That look sudden, then turn away
Takes me back again into those childhood days.

Words with strong deliverance and demeanor
Those are the ones that I remember the most.
Just like a parasite that infects its host.

Nothing like those pain filled days
Where my last choice was just to leave.
I felt like a prisoner just granted a reprieve.

In one childhood I was made
In those minutes, hours, and days
I found time slowly pays.

If in this life all you are is based on the actions of others,
You will never really have a life.
Don’t let your memories be the knife.