Have you ever felt really bad about something and wish it had never happened?😞
I think everyone has at one time or another.
Maybe it was a spontaneous thing or a premeditated thing.
That does not matter. Forgive yourself. Let it go.
Life is about living,making mistakes,learning, and loving.
Love yourself …flaws and all.
MwsR
It’s not how much money you have or how expensive the things you have are that matter.
It’s your effort…your gusto…your heart…your smile…your forgiving nature…the kindness that makes you special.
Anyone can buy new and better things but a soul cannot be bought.
MwsR
When a heart weeps, it seems to stop for a minute or two
Sometimes, it feels forever when it is about you
I often wonder why or how
But that’s not answered now.
You can only give until time or fate has changed
Sometimes, it never comes, often things get rearranged.
Sad is my heart, weeping inside
Sometimes, it stops for a minute or two
Often, it’s when I think of you.
Are We Ever Really Sure… by MwsR
Sometimes things are too much
Too much for us to handle.
Sometimes we are like a clasp on a sandal
Easy to work but with not much fore thought.
Sometimes we can fail to work
To serve our purpose.
When clasps don’t work any longer we replace it with another one.
Clasps serve one purpose ,they are to hold things together,
To keep things from separating.
Sometimes we loose the intended purpose.
Too often we just see this one thing…
When there are many more all around us.
If we were meant to only have one clasp, or better yet given one clasp to last…
What care we would had taken of it!
I did not mean to aggravate you
Honestly, I just wanted to know what you knew
Looking for any answers to the questions in my mind
Am I not living here? Are you just blind?
My prerogative it was to know the answers surrounding my adoption
But you had selfish intentions
You wanted to keep me broken,
So somehow you could be the one standing there catching my tears
You wanted me to know only selective things
Not the real story that most adoptive parents bring
You thought my questions were so bothersome
Maybe they were, to you
But to me they encircled my life and something true
I needed to be bothersome because you paid me no mind
Nothing was shared that would ease this burden of mine
I went years without knowing the truth
Years that hurt me so,
Left me to grow up different, you know
When I think back
You were the one holding the strings
The one who thought it was bothersome to answer me
Funny how now that I am older,
Those answers are still left unanswered
And I am still somewhat a mess
My bothering you did not help me a bit
I guess my questions were too much
Bothersome again, I bet.
Mom
I had you in my dreams
It was amazing and real it seemed.
My heart felt you were around
Your scent my nose found.
I sensed your presence
Longed to be near you.
When I awoke it disappeared
While the memory lingered.
For a second I had you
For a lifetime remaining you are gone.
Just once I’d like to make my dreams real
Just for a moment in this life
I’d trade a day of my own to bring back one of yours.
So I could be selfish
Have you close
Let you be real…not just a ghost.
If only.
MwsR💔
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