Poem

Journey Till, by MwsR

Twisted, in knots of which way to go?

You are not alone in this thinking, you know.

Forward just a little, but backward always just a little more.

Forgotten ideas pour out on your mind’s big floor.

Fantastic was the beginning,

For such a fragile, complicated thing.

Decisions that will impact the journey for you.

Still uncertain of what to do?

Closed minds cannot give admittance for great things,

It is time you free yourself from your chains.

Expand your possibilities

Eliminate your negativity.

Journey till you can go no more,

Then you will have all you’re looking for.


Poem

Change, by MwsR

When the time comes that you reflect over your life and things you’ve done

Will you see someone smart or someone dumb?

Those things you thought were fun,

The things that you swore hurt noone.

Were they worth it?

Were they proper or were they like that of a nitwhit?

Are the ones that stood with you now standing apart?

You already know the answer because it is deep in your heart.

Time can’t erase certain deeds, certain paths you chose, the things left undone,

You can’t blame that on anyone.

Certain people let you down, you say

I’m certain they would not see it that way!

Noone controls your spontaneous combustion,

It is certainly your life not theirs, that needs constant adjustment.

Go ahead smell all those “roses”,

Hang around all those that constantly poses,

But when that gets old or you find some other venue

Maybe you will see what you’ve put those that love you through.

It’s hard to be happy when you’re playing catch up all the time

Trust me, I’ve seen that with friends of mine.

Think before you act

Always leave things in tact.

Don’t refuse to pay back, to anyone who’s lended you a hand

Take the praise and the reprimand.

Swallow your pride,

Keep your mouth closed from the inside.

Listen to reason,

Be willing to change wrong things just like the months change the season.

“And you will be a man, my son.” (If, by Rudyard Kipling”)

Poem

Peace by MwsR

As I rise my mind sorts through

All the things of this new day I must do.

No rest, even though I am tired

No forgetting of troubles, I know, I have tried.

So much before me still left unfinished

The need to get them done has not diminished.

My body’s issues and pains

Make me feel like a dog that’s chained.

I wish for peace down in my soul

A place of safety few will ever know.

With the light of a new day I can attempt again,

I hope that I find this before my end.

I will keep trying, doing things over and over till it is there.

One minute, one day at a time, even if it takes a whole year.

Garden Of The Heart~ Poem

It is unmeasurable, the grief

The regret, swarms my heart.

Nothing in this present day can make it better

Now, If it were to had been taken care of, back then, perhaps!

Only solitude and thoughts can even begin to start a process

With every remembrance of things, working through

No one is suspect of all the turmoil,

Not even the magnitude, in my heart, lays

Silence invades the outer edges of my tranquil garden

The one where I planted all my pain

In this garden, things that were left to grow, now they take over

The absence of pursuing the many weeds have left me void of profit

It has greater calamity and stress.

Where if I had of stayed with it

Creating a great profit, I would not be here

Where I am now.

Everything will take its own time,

It will in its time, take over.

If you leave things to the wayside, they will creep up again

Even bigger and more stronger than before.

Tend to the gardens in your heart and thoughts

Do not forget to

It will be a long time coming, but it will eventually show you

What you did or did not do.

How you cared for or did not

Same for the garden in life, as in the heart.

MwsR ❤

Hope Again~poem

Anxiety over shadows the life I should have

My dreams became fence posts to keep the anguish away.

How can I face a tomorrow when I cannot make myself free?

Am I am just a vessel with no apparent reason for existing?

In my mind I have lived a slave’s life

Slave to the desire to love, beloved, and kept in love.

Like a ruler of a thousand kingdoms

With none who really want me to be

I tried on

I must

Not sure why

But if there is a slight chance I may matter to one,

I will let that lead me to hope again.

MwsR ❤️

Back~poem

All, I give

Al, I have gave

Offered my heart

Yet, still, it sits

Waiting, for it all back.

MwsR❤️

Poem

Rest Some

By MwsR

Can’t seem to fix it

Nothing can

It’s the spot within yourself you can’t stand.

Tried so many different ways

To stand above it

Yet silently you were sinking.

In desperate times

Truth rears it’s head

What makes a man, is constant dread.

No magical beans to help you escape

The turmoil you find when you hesitate.

There should be a trigger, a warning sign

But sadly none that controls your whole mind.

When fallen,you attempt to rise

There is no limit to your disguise

You try the truth but allow the lies.

Just one step you took so long ago into the wrong way

You can’t escape the effects , no how,no way.

Until you stop yourself from shirking your responsibilities.

Your endless torment of “what use to be’s.”

So gather up your strength, your battle scars

Things are seldom how you feel they are.

Put one foot then follow with another one

Till your back where you wanted and can rest some.

Choose To Be Blind

Snow is pure and fluffy sometimes

Unless it has been corrupted by pollution or someone’s path

If we were to examine it, what would we really see?

Not what falls from the sky, so pristine

Much like snow, people are deceivers

You see the outside and judge accordingly

But what you cannot see is the inside

Oh how we see what we choose to

How we fail to see through

That is the game of deceive and receive

No one is sure, but all stay blind

Willingly and noticeably.

MwsR ❤