Whispers of a lost love
Remnants of a time past
Once was is now a time gone
One left the other was left to roam
People came and then they went
If only they had said what they meant
It just was and still is
Ever there, yet still missed.
MwsR ❤
Flowing effortless
Springing to attention
Flying over and under
Elegant and so purposeful
Necessary and prominent
Messengers of hope
Senders of joy
Flowers are the best
One look and I know I am blessed.
MwsR ❤
It is a pain, so much like the others
Deep and forthcoming most of my life
Something that is so much a part of me,
That I can feel it breath
So much a part that without it I would cease to exist
It was with me that day back in 1970
It has followed me like a lost puppy
Clings to me like a second skin
Tears my heart from within
I can no longer leave it in the hole
Where it was formed
Where it showed itself to me
I must let myself walk with it, eat with it,
Sleep with it, dream with it,
And most definitely, rise with it
If I were to name it,
It would be Sharon,
The name I was born with
It would be the darkest
Yet most enlightening piece ,of the now me
Together we will go though the rest of this life
Forever tormenting one another,
Yet gliding along with a purpose
Each, their own
Onward but yet still somehow backwards
Forever.
Today is an ordinary day
But things could vastly go astray
But if I could, oh, if I may
I would like some more coffee my way.
I know it is getting late,
But don’t you worry; I won’t hesitate,
To get the sleep I know I should take
When nighttime dreams emulate our wake.
Ah, sounds great!
MwsR ❤
Oh why, must my soul torture me
Where will it end?
I have paid so many debts for things done wrong.
So many trials and still I carry on.
I wonder will you still be there?
When things I keep buried, come up for air.
To think I am less of a righteous human
Sets my soul to burn
Constantly reminding me of the wrong things I have done.
I have asked for a lot of pardons, most of my life.
I never questioned the turn of forgiveness.
I wanted to know that I am worth forgiving
That I can sit where others do
And to know there still is some good
In me
Often times I feel un-worthy of love
Many times I struggle with it, I know, absurd.
When time comes for my life to be over
I want to walk those streets of gold
I just want my feet on the holy land
I want to see glory and feel that power.
Oh, am I too far gone?
Unforgiveable?
Please let my soul find peace!
Wrestling daily with my self
Has worn a hole in my heart.
Restless and still longing
Ultimate grief is mine.
I can not make anyone understand
It is not them, but me that I cannot stand next to
It is me that I cannot love
It is most definitely I, that I cannot trust.
If only…
Can a person find everlasting peace?
The cure for all that ails their heart.
I hope so, with barely enough hope to last
I wish for that cure, those cures
The ones that will last.
MwsR >3
Shadow(s), by MwsR
In the dark lurks a shadow
It is not cordial to say the least.
It will rob you of your peace and mind
And slowly on them it will feast.
Light does not come close to touching it
It will sneak and hide away,
It always returns,
Especially at the end of the day.
No circumstance will help you
No help you will find
When in the shadows it waits
One day or another time.
You need to come to terms with it
Deal with it in your own way
Don’t try to ignore it
It will never go away.
WE all have those shadows
In real life that manifest
If left undealt with they will grow
Slowly your hope they will ingest.
No backup
No help
Like a cumbersome welp
So lonely
So sad
Feelings that make me mad
Maybe someday
Maybe never
Perhaps will last forever.
MwsR
It hurts, but I can’t bleed
My own feelings, that I hold down deep.
Love I hold, keeps me a prisoner
Those with boldness, destructors
Hurts like a boil, mine
Festers up each time
No escape, no reprieve
Why am I the only one who can see?
Perhaps my curse, their will is my stone
Even here in my own home.
MwsR
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