Asides

Disgruntled/poem

 

 

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As if I am not on the same level ground

You do what you want when I am not around.

I feel like there are some things taken for granted

Like mentioning that maybe you did this or that

Or maybe it was me and not you that I was really mad at.

I see different perspectives, different views

And that is not only the half of it, it’s true

So much that doesn’t suite you and so much for give and take

I reckon I will give, underneath all this weight.

Too much or too little

Not enough but way more than you’d like

Guess you want to give it another thought when you cut out the light.

I am the one left wondering, left trying to replay it in my head

While I lay there, I don’t even know why I went to bed.

Why can’t things be equal, why can’t it be without fuss

Is this the way it must be between us?

This is so far gone, maybe too far to mention

I hate all this undermined intervention.

To wish or to give in

Either way something must begin.

MwsR ❤

 

 

 

Fear/ Poem(Encouragement)

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Don’t let fear control you

Reach inside and let that fear see what it is you can do and be

There are never absolutes, just  resolute.

Always time for tears but they won’t wipe away your fears.

If you want something that is in your grasp

You grab a hold and wait till the very last

If you want to conquer your fears, you must do the same.

We all are just like rats running in this game.

Some take the wrong path, but quickly learn the right one

Although some keep going full blast , further and further without realizing it.

Obviously one will find the goal, or grab the thing they searched for so frantically.

They don’t let the fear of unknown keep them from what they wanted.

Fear is a deceiver of persons, it says,”No way”

Your heart and mind must say.” It is feasible”

Fear can’t take you by the hand and lead you away from something

But if you let it , it will take rob you of so much.

So look that fear in the midst of its presence and make it see

There is no stopping you.

 

“It is what it is”/Poem

When the overwhelming need to run hits you

The undeniable feelings of panic

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Take a breath or two and wait for a while

Perhaps it will change your mood or thoughts.

If troubles seem to follow you

“Loose” them in your search for peace.

There is no escaping them if you don’t make an effort.

Do you have tremendous burdens ?

It is okay to lay them down for a while

To deal with them another day

No one else will pick them up and carry them for you.

When things look bleak,

When life is hard,

Try to stay hopeful and soft.

Don’t harden you heart.

Don’t wallow in  your own pity, your good life away.

It is what it is, it will be what it will be

Don’t look for a rainbow underneath a broken tree.

Life is a challenge

Set forth into this new day

And look for that rainbow as you make your own way.

There will be one and things will change, someday.

MwsR ❤

 

 

As/poem by MwsR

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As I already knew,
That nothing would ever change my shade of blue.
It was a color I was very familiar with.
A common in my life ever since being a Smith.
My goals were simple back in the day
It was to be a singer, up on a stage.
To be applauded for a song
Not knowing it was in my personal life, I needed applause all along.

As I dreamed of being a nurse
I wanted to help others who had it worse.
I never felt that I couldn’t brighten someone’s day
But more often than not I wanted to cheer people up with words that I could say.
See, helping someone made my own problems fade
But unfortunately, it just took my mind off of them, they never really went away.

As life has a way of making things seem so heavy and hard
Our hopes, dreams and aspirations often get marred.
Things that mattered once now fall on hard, stony ground
They cannot rebound, nor any abundance be found.
Sadly, they die and disappear
Nothing can grow there, sometimes for years.

As if that was that,
It comes and leaves from where it is at.
No rhyme nor reason
No hope, no change of the season.
Nothing but despair
That is all that is left, all to often there.

As a leaf falls to the ground,
We will too.
But if we are lucky and a strong a nice wind blows through,
It will carry us and our troubles will be few.

As surely as I write,
One day things will again, be alright.
There is no need to worry over spilt milk
It can easily be cleaned.
If you can withstand the smell it has for a short time.
Then things will get back to normal like they should.

As you read this believe in things, hope for things, dream of things while you can.
Don’t listen to opinions of just the average man.
No one can make a future for you,
You have to believe in yourself, it’s true.

I/ Poem

I am simple, yet complicated

Strong yet weak

Wise but gullible

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Torn yet durable

I wrestle with my demons

I walk with them too

I am who I am and want some approvals too.

Fight against injustices

Yet rise despite my circumstances

Able to carry on,

Guess my heart is strong.

I hate to see mistreatment

Although sometimes I mistreat someone.

I follow none,

Yet, want to be followed.

I don’t always have an alternate motive

But sometimes my motives are apparent.

If I love, I really love

If I trust it is hard to give

Just like others, I can really feel down.

I often dream of better days

And yes, I pray.

I am no better than anyone else

Yet I feel I deserve good.

I am just a poet inside

A wandering soul that sometimes can be blind.

If you meet me you will laugh

That is one of my things, to be silly.

Serious, not so much

Although hard is sometimes the way to be.

I am just me, and all that encompasses that.

MwsR ❤

It/Poem

There is something lurking for me

It takes a hold of my hopes and dreams

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I cannot escape its powerful grasp

It wants me to cry and give up at last.

I will summon my strength and get back control

I do not like it here

What lies in the dark needs to stay hidden

Past debts that have been paid, they need to be forgiven.

MwsR ❤

So You Say

I am not a trained dog

I do not follow your every command

Look at you standing there spewing out demands,

I do what I need to

Not necessarily what I want

That is the difference you see.

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You so do what you want

And try to dictate the rest to me.

Please do me a favor and fix that

I will respond better if you can.

MwsR ❤

 

Shadow People/Poem by MwsR

 

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In a world where things seldom are as they seem,

There is a place where things are.

You can find a place where things enlighten you

Just like the one where shadow people become true.

Comical they imitate you and follow your every move.

They will dance when you dance, move when you move, and most certainly stay near you.

They see the land of dark and are not afraid to come out.

Always stealing a move when you are up and about.

They take each opportunity they can to get your attention

They see so much, it is hard to make mention.

Shadow people are among the few that like you just for who you are.

They ask no questions, tell you no lies, and like to be near.

What more could a person ask for?

They take on the forms of whatever is around.

Be careful what you show them though,

They will show it back to you

Even the excess weight  you might have and your silhouette too.

Shadow people are great for telling your secrets to

They won’t tell those to another or fuss at you.

I like this world of dark where my shadow people stay

Just don’t think I’m crazy for what I had to say.