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DISDAIN

Disturbed cannot adequately describe

All this hostility, you fuel, that is hidden inside

My hands are nothing to the power of heartache

You are the one who engulfed my mistake

You sent nothing in turn for the love lost

I ,in turn, turned my feelings into cold frost

Sent away not in word, but deed

This was internal and I started to bleed

The blood pooled up around me

While you got on with your life

I gently tried to gather the broken pieces, you cut like a knife

Constant stain that always follows me

It is the bereavement of how things used to be

More jagged and sharper than I ever felt

Was the point, that made my joy melt.

Gone today, yet lingering tomorrow

Always, forever, no escape, truly ever.

Wishing it all had been a bad dream and happened , never.

MswR ❤

 

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Equal And Opposite

There is no greater love

Than that, that is given successfully and unselfishly

There is no power

Greater than your own mind.

Things that are few

Yet far between, can great become

When listening fully

You can unravel secrets untold

Just opening a book

You can understand a lot.

Wrapping your heart

Despite the savage cuts to it

Will one day come to be a benefit for you.

Every action has an opposite and equal reaction,

Science has told us this.

Don’t think too much,

Just learn to live.

MwsR ❤

 

 

Intrinsic

 

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Intrinsic it was for me

To be there with you, you see

Birth made us sisters

Life separated us.

Circumstances created a void

People helped t form a wall

That is the hardest of all.

Why must our hearts be connected in this universe

But it was so hard to find each other?

Unfair, yes

Deceptive our lives became

To us, only

Sadness is part of the intrinsic bond we have

Joy comes I believe to those in search of it.

When our lives are at their end,

Things work to bring us, back together, to mend.

Intrinsic our relationship, yet complicated to say the least.

Intrinsic is what I think of when I think of you and me.

MwsR >3

 

 

 

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Ice

Cold, wet, and dry

Are the tears that I cry.

Of no use

Really just a tease

I would prefer to have a constant sneeze.

MwsR ❤

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You

When your love carries me through another day

It is in you I find things that help me

Like your encouragement and love

You are definitely given to me, from above.

If when I am  down you comfort me

I know there are so many other reasons

But none can compare

To just you being totally “there”.

I adore your shortcomings

And the smile you give me

If I went on just your feelings of me alone

I would never ever moan.

You came into my life when my world was changing

I was like a lost puppy and could not find a safe place

I looked over my shoulder and there you appeared

I do not deserve you, but you are my love, my dear.

I have failed you in oh so many ways

But faithful and strong you have remained.

You are the sun in my dimmest sky

My reason to go onward, my reason to fly.

I hope you know what joy you have given me

For all eternity , even if for but a day

I hope I have given you a fraction of my love, in any way.

MwsR ❤

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To feel no love

Not anywhere

To Wish you were here

And not over there

Some things I guess or not meant to happen

Sometimes a gift isn’t worth wrapping

This is what I learned from you

And I totally blame you for not being true blue

For years I blamed myself

But I found that way years ago and put it on some make-believe shelf.

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Deeper Shade of Blue

 

Tragedy is something that happens without warning

So to say you were a tragedy in my life would not be fair.

I knew how you were the day I met you.

It was like a deeper shade of blue.

 

Your smile somehow knew how to find me

I was your puppet for the day.

I did not question it at all.

With you I did not feel small.

 

I felt as if you knew my heart

Even as I took a breath I felt you anticipated that

Taking for granted, you did, that I would stay

I think you liked having your own way.

 

Smart, and conniving

You roped me in

Took my heart, and all that was within.

I shall never go back to who I was then.

 

Like a packaged delivery,

You had a destination in mind

Taking my peace and wrecking my once stable head

I would of done better, had I just been dead.

 

At least I would had been in a place of rest

Now there can be none inside my head

Battered and bruised, I am but a shallow of what I once was

That works perfectly for you, in the aspect of us.

 

Simply I walked away from you

Wresting with the remnants of us

In all the cluttered, messed up things

That used to be attached to all those chains.

MwsR ❤

 

Poem/”Twas The Night”

Twas the night before heartbreak

When all through my mind

Not anything made sense, not even a bit

My heart was all strung up

With a lifetime of lies

My self was stuck, and patiently blind

And my love was to blame

I opened myself up , and I was never the same.

When what to my heart was needed the most

Then mu heart took another chance, and I met you.

Forever, and forever till death fo us part

SO glad I never gave up on my heart.

MwsR❤