Just In Case,, by MwsR
Just in case,
I cross your mind
In case, you aren’t still blind.
I wanted to let you know something
I have existed outside of you
Things that I remember sometimes include thoughts of you too.
Just in case,
I mattered once,
In case, your ego got hurt
I wanted to tell you I was worth more than that
I should of meant more, than a combat.
There are fewer and fewer times, I allow myself to cry now.
Just in case…
Will Kill You Early by MwsR
“It will kill you early”, they say
What do they know, they can’t feel my pain
I am in this alone,
I must bury it before it buries me, it’s really grown.
Went from being a secret situation
Now it has taken on a new kind of commotion.
It will take me a while. I believe,
You know, to get real relief.,
To work my way to where I once was whole.
Regardless of what advice I have been told.
I don’t need to concern myself with others
They are not worth all of that, to have to smother
My need to be me, to be my true self
Enough already, enough to be disheveled.
Got to jump back up, dive right in
Find that person I was, before then.
Gifted a Thousand Stars by MwsR
You act as if you were given a thousand stars, with which to call your own
As if the stars did not know where they themselves belonged
If mere mortals were the rulers of the stars
We all would have no battle scars
We’d have no need to fight
I know this to be the case, check to see if it is true, you might
You are same as I and yet you lack common sense.
You always think to be great, more money must be spent.
Not true, you see, it is a scam
I am just shocked, I am
Your breath comes and goes just like all of us
Yet you believe that the stars you were to be entrust.
The only shine that I see when looking at all of you,
Is your ego and your pompous attitude.
Gifted a thousand stars, perhaps, in your own dreams
This however, is the real world and things aren’t how they seem.
I hope you figure it all out before it is too late
Before your get served, whatever you dished out, onto someone’s plate.
Such a day, as never I’ve had…
The one where you come to me
Telling me, you are sorry
In my thoughts, I have imagined it were so
But actuality always prevails.
Staring at my blank page
I remind my self of what it should be that matters most
Not your opinions, or shortcomings
But my faith and hope in things
The constant desire to keep those around
Especially when your reminders abound.
This the start of better things
Of smarter times spent
When strategically shown to me, I know
That I mattered all along.
This is a poem I recorded, please take a listen
Written by me.
by MwsR ❤
Like wisps of perfumed air that encircles my head
Your love brings a newness and freshness to my life
You are both my sanity and my fascination
Life revolves with you in it
Without you in it, it comes to a screeching holt
As spring gets here, it reminds me of you
Something is always new for me to look at.
Your ways, your conversations, your love
It all comes without any stipulations,
But with a permanent guarantee
This beautiful life with you, loving me.