IN greatest heartache, you feel the most,
Out of that heartache, can come hardening of your heart.
Don’t let it do that. Keep feeling.
MwsR
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Torment In My Brain. By MwsR
To many times I have let chaos be my norm
Many dreams turned into nightmares and kept me torn.
Peace was hard to have , to expect, or even see.
Why couldn’t I get some for little Ole me?
Moments spent pondering and rehashing old dreams,
Felt like I was coming apart at the seams.
Turning and tossing at night just to rest my weary brain,
Often times that had left me in so much pain.
It’s almost as if I’d let it all point at me like a gun in my own hand,
Aiming for my own heart was almost more than I could stand.
Will it ever end?
The silent miserable attack,
Or will it keep coming for me and pushing me on my back?
Maybe it’s like a curse, the one that holds true,
I guess you’re thinking, better me than you.
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Disturbed cannot adequately describe
All this hostility, you fuel, that is hidden inside
My hands are nothing to the power of heartache
You are the one who engulfed my mistake
You sent nothing in turn for the love lost
I ,in turn, turned my feelings into cold frost
Sent away not in word, but deed
This was internal and I started to bleed
The blood pooled up around me
While you got on with your life
I gently tried to gather the broken pieces, you cut like a knife
Constant stain that always follows me
It is the bereavement of how things used to be
More jagged and sharper than I ever felt
Was the point, that made my joy melt.
Gone today, yet lingering tomorrow
Always, forever, no escape, truly ever.
Wishing it all had been a bad dream and happened , never.
MswR <3
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With matters of the heart
Here comes heartache that smears and leaves inside a huge mark
Unaware as people are
No one notices, really
They try to function day-to-day
 Little do they know
There is no warning sign
No flashing light.
Heartache creeps in
It replaces where trust once stayed
It is almost like it packs a bag,
It is not going anywhere soon.
Little by little the changes seem
To little really to place blame
As if the heart was made of steel
People excuse that deep down, how they feel.
They don’t understand it all
Or they would run away, even crawl.
No one likes heartache, no one needs it either
It is sadly though a fact of life
Somewhere along in your own life you have had it come
It stays for a while and then some
Leaving in its place things that barely function any more,
Things like trust, like pleasure, like joy.
Sometimes it sinks into the walls of the heart
It does not hesitate at all.
 However, heartache can be put in the back of your heart, sometimes
That place where you avoid going unless something triggers it
The avoidance does not extinguish it,
All it does is give a person a little while to feel the right way again
To enjoy something that they hadn’t been
In a sort of way, it allows them to pretend.
So if you see heartache coming for a visit,
Turn it away, don’t let it stay
Show it your heart and its courage,
Its fight.
Then, and only then will you eventually be alright.
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