My Cat, Cole

He is snoozing while I work. He is such a sweet boy and giant of a cat. He’s as big as a dog.

He is my baby.

I love him.

Black cats are the bomb!!!(great)

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Separate Ways, Worlds Apart, by MwsR

You are there
I am here
You want this
I want that
Thinking first has never been your thing
Acting first is what you bring
Hoping has been my for’te
But you think that’s a waste of a day.
I agree to disagree
But you get angry with me
I wait for you
You walk right through.
Endless work for you
Not for me, that makes me blue.
Giving up is your easy answer
Mine is to dance instead of joining the clamor.
Used to be us
Instead, it is refuse to discuss,
Standing apart
Instead of sharing one heart.
Separate ways now we concede to
Worlds apart , no me with you.

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Where Flowers Of Our Mind Bloom….by Michelle WSR

There is a place

Somewhere still to be found

A place where joy and love still abound.

There is a beauty so splendid

A peace and restorer of your soul

Where water springs up from a hole.

The noise you hear, you connect with

It’s not harsh or mean

It’s felt in the heart and cannot be seen.

There you will find only help,

Not dangers that rob you of living,

Just fortified help that gives just to be giving.

While there you will feel better

There will not be worry or pain

They’ll be no hurry to flee the place or go insane.

Our life is a reflection, some of the time bad

But sometimes, just sometimes it’s not

You’ll know when you find the spot…

Where flowers of our mind bloom🌺.

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Watching, by MwsR

Simple as that, you came into my life

Tiny yet strong, you made your presence known

All that saw you knew you were special

But your Mommaw knew it first.

Feeling you move inside your mommy’s tummy

I felt a sense like I never had known before.

Feelings flowed like a blanket covering my heart.

I was in this for the long haul,

Since then you have been a constant by my side,

My best world all in a tiny person.

I love you and you make me smile

Even on the worst days, you make it worthwhile.

My “love love”, forever and a day

Thank you for all your love, you give my way.

My granddaughter at birth.

My granddaughter around age 1
Her again…

Without You, by MwsR

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Without you,

I had to learn to be a mom

Sometimes that meant wallowing in my own self pity

I had to love those who were unlovable

Had to heal things I really knew nothing about

Taking pride in the few accomplishments I had, for myself

Learned how to do balancing acts

Forgiveness and wanting you back

Tried to reach out a few times

That backfired on me, so I stopped

I had to continue dreaming when hope was scarce

It was because your love was too.

Without You

I stopped breathing naturally, and started inhaling deeply

My heart became prisoner to the things my mind knew

My spirit, well it took a nose dive or two

Nights were the hardest, and still are

My mind thinks in coordination with my heart,

The brokenness has never left

Your name still brings me pain

I think sometimes I would be better off insane

Without You

I started again

I picked up the pieces and ran

I held them together on a whisper and a prayer

The moments I was alone, and no one was there

Was the hardest and still can be

If I forget the me, in who I wished, or once believed

I want to be happy, be truly happy

Be comfortable in all my efforts and changes

Without You

I changed myself into the person I had to become

The one whose heart never ever won

Nor smiled for so long

The one with out you .


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Prisoner, by MwsR

Pain I release you from me

I have captured you, it seems

You are there in the morning

There at night

No one knows it, because you are hid behind my light.

You have been abused,

I have kept you in the shadows

Reaching for you only when need be

Only when, his face, I see

I often think you were the innocent part

The one who wanted to leave but I did not allow it

I have held onto you like a good book.

One for which I often take a look at.

I should have let you go because I had other prisoners of my own

The sadness is one for which I have gave it a home.

Fear is always near, never venturing far away.

Love wants to stay here forever, I don’t know why she does.

I just have so many and this is so hard to say.

They all have their own address and one leads to his door,

The other is the one for which I often explore.

So pain, I am trying to let you go, slowly.

I promise it won’t be easy for you have been here so long

But I often will look for you, once you are gone.

I hope you can find another place that keeps you as a reminder,

Instead of a prisoner

I regret keeping you but some day I will meet you again.

Until then…

MwsR