Without You, by MwsR

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Without you,

I had to learn to be a mom

Sometimes that meant wallowing in my own self pity

I had to love those who were unlovable

Had to heal things I really knew nothing about

Taking pride in the few accomplishments I had, for myself

Learned how to do balancing acts

Forgiveness and wanting you back

Tried to reach out a few times

That backfired on me, so I stopped

I had to continue dreaming when hope was scarce

It was because your love was too.

Without You

I stopped breathing naturally, and started inhaling deeply

My heart became prisoner to the things my mind knew

My spirit, well it took a nose dive or two

Nights were the hardest, and still are

My mind thinks in coordination with my heart,

The brokenness has never left

Your name still brings me pain

I think sometimes I would be better off insane

Without You

I started again

I picked up the pieces and ran

I held them together on a whisper and a prayer

The moments I was alone, and no one was there

Was the hardest and still can be

If I forget the me, in who I wished, or once believed

I want to be happy, be truly happy

Be comfortable in all my efforts and changes

Without You

I changed myself into the person I had to become

The one whose heart never ever won

Nor smiled for so long

The one with out you .


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You Don’t Know Me by MwsR

Don’t pretend to know me,

To love me

Or feel anything for me

But a mere acquaintance of mine.

You simply could not be real close

Or real

With me

I think this is a crappy way to be

Since you never tried to know the real me

Or experience life with me

Love me

Need Or want me

Just close your ear to the mention of my name

I cannot stand the fakeness, it is insane.

Teasing my brain.

Prisoner, by MwsR

Pain I release you from me

I have captured you, it seems

You are there in the morning

There at night

No one knows it, because you are hid behind my light.

You have been abused,

I have kept you in the shadows

Reaching for you only when need be

Only when, his face, I see

I often think you were the innocent part

The one who wanted to leave but I did not allow it

I have held onto you like a good book.

One for which I often take a look at.

I should have let you go because I had other prisoners of my own

The sadness is one for which I have gave it a home.

Fear is always near, never venturing far away.

Love wants to stay here forever, I don’t know why she does.

I just have so many and this is so hard to say.

They all have their own address and one leads to his door,

The other is the one for which I often explore.

So pain, I am trying to let you go, slowly.

I promise it won’t be easy for you have been here so long

But I often will look for you, once you are gone.

I hope you can find another place that keeps you as a reminder,

Instead of a prisoner

I regret keeping you but some day I will meet you again.

Until then…

MwsR

Poem By MwsR

Sometimes by MwsR

Imagine your life in a happier time
Sometimes that’s how I remember mine.
Times that made you smile and shine
Things that were easily peace of mind.

Sometimes things are complicated
Even can leave us exasperated.
That is when remembering steps in
Of a wonderful place or time that has been.

Our minds serve many purposes and jobs
They can be reminders or be like a tripod
Supportive and will keep us held higher
That is the good ones the ones that inspire.

Sometimes there are reminders of deeds gone wrong
Sometimes it plays in our head like a bad song.
This isn’t the way most would want it to be
They only want the good ones you see.

But to grow and have happiness
There has to be both of them
Wrong and right reminders
So we learn, appreciate, and have no blinders.

Remember all the thoughts, deeds, and pain
There never can be any growth if there never is rain.
Move forward always but reflect what’s gone,
This is necessary for all , not wrong.

Porcupine Sam- poem by MwsR

Porcupine Sam had a webcam

He posted himself daily, live

His idea came to be

Because he was so prickly

He couldn’t help that

Noone would come near him

So he used his webcam

To show people Sam

And say what was on his mind

The webcam was great

If he never wanted closeness.

Except Sam did

He always had

But no one could overlook his flaws

So, the best he could get

Was being on his web cam

Although in his heart he wanted more.

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Moral to this poem….

-Try to accept people as they are. Sometimes the person you see is the one you forced them to be, not their true self. Don’t be their reason to not be themselves.

-Nothing is worse than not being able to be yourself. We all should feel free enough to be our selves.

– Imagine…you, not getting to be who you were created to be.

Light Before Darkness, by MwsR

Darkness reached for me

Hard to believe I was so approachable

I guess the appeal was my pain and sorrow

Sometimes it is voluntary, sometimes not

There is always an option for me to take

Must I forever fight it or give in for it to take over

I have always willed the power inside

No one got to choose for me, just myself

When Darkness comes, as it often does

I choose the light

I choose to fight

Not given to the force that overwhelms me at times,

Nothing but a strong will, will be found

As you can fight too

Fight for that light within yourself

Don’t let it be overpowered, overwhelmed

We all can choose for ourselves,

That powers resides within us all

It is there for you , if you call out

Sure Darkness waits for us you and I

But we can leave it and follow our light.


Free byMwsR

My eyes of blue,

Saw right through you

The tirade you performed

Left my spirit broken and torn

I knew what I had to do

Get rid of you

So I made me a new life

Without you and your strife

Now you are a mere stain in my heart

But that is okay, I became smart

Left that stain as a reminder

Pulled up my big girl pants and took off my blinder

Finally, I feel free of you

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