Plagued By MwsR

Footsteps seem to float after the millionth step I take

Plagued by the thoughts and “what if’s and “how come”

Am I the only one?

Breathing increases as my mind races through all the history

Apologetic some, but mostly filled with remorse

I sometimes wish I could scream tell my voice becomes hoarse.

Plagued by the circumstances that always seemed to surround me

I was innocent yet guilty by association and by who I loved

Temporary cause for insanity searching, still praying to the powers above.

Plagued by missed opportunities

Were they simply a smear in time?

The journey certainly was all mine.

Memories are jaded, conversations were of equal influence

Persistent ramblings trying to search

All while trying to stay on my perch.

My life, my story

Plagued by the position I was in,

The once in a lifetime, that was back then.

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Blue’s Story~ Garden Time!

So much fun it was to do the “garden thing” with Blue’s grandmother. She always looked forward to going out into the garden and picking fresh vegetables to bring into the house and eat later, as her grandmother would prepare and cook them. Her grandmother always made the simplest things taste so very good. One of the best parts of spending time with her grandmother was eating her delicious food. Her favorite was her grandmother’s spaghetti and homemade French fries. Although, when it came to vegetables from the garden, her grandmother could make a great cucumber, with onions, salad, sometimes adding fresh “tommie toe” tomatoes.

It was always funny to Blue to watch her grandmother get dressed to go into the garden. First she would put on long stretchy pants, which were to protect her legs from thorns, critters, and snakes. Then her grandmother insured that nothing could crawl up her pants by wearing long stockings, that had been cut to only extend to her knees, and that was to be tied up on her legs, so it would not slip off of her pants leg. She would also rub herself with this cream that she swore kept mosquitos from biting her. Blue tried to emulate her behaviors with my own clothing, and Blue really didn’t care about mosquitos back in that day, although she should of, since they left big itchy whelps on her.

She learned that clothing and preparation was everything, to her grandmother, who could make going into the garden, like entering a fairyland of surprises and adventure. To Blue, it felt like she was leaving the world she lived in for a tad and walking into another one. Seeing the tallest corn stalks beaming with corn, and feeling the tips of plants hit her as she walked along inside the garden, made for a real creative imaginative time. Often times she found she had wandered too far from her grandmother, and she would have to call out to her grandmother so she could find her. Blue knew that her grandmother would be aggravated with that, interrupting her garden work, but she seemed to always find herself needing the help of some sort. She lost her concentration of the necessary things to do, a lot of the time,but she could not help it. Her imagination always got the better of her.

While in the garden, she helped pick the ears of corn, remove dead leaves or leaves that were discolored. She also helped her grandmother carry a bucket with which to collect the harvest or vegetables. This was the hardest part. Often times she felt that the bucket was too hard to carry and would have to set it down for a while. Often, losing sight of her grandmother, once again. Blue really loved it though, despite some of its not so easy tasks. Blue felt as if she was helping and that really mattered to her. It mattered a lot. Her grandmother never fussed at her, and seemed to enjoy her company. Blue was just grateful for the time she spent with her grandmother and she made precious memories that would last forever.


Seize, the opportunities you have been given. Cherish, the relationships you hold dear, as you go through life. It is from those relationships, you grow wiser and love better.

MwsR

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Go into the day without packing a bag…
The stuff that matters won’t be found in it.
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Silly Poem about Bubble Gum, by MwsR

Bubble gum

Bubble gum

You are so fun.

Bubble gum

Bubble gum,

You make me hum.

Bubble gum

Bubble gum,

I need me some.

Bubble gum

Bubble gum

Without you , I am bummed.

Bubble gum

Bubble gum,

Guess I’ll share you some.

Bubble gum

Bubble gum,

Why must you taste like plum?

Bubble gum

Bubble gum,

This ridiculous poem is just for fun.

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There is so much conflict in our world today. People are attacking each other through words, actions, and media. No-one is looking at what they, themselves are doing to contribute to the tragedies and conflict, before us.

I worry about our world. I personally see the effects of a selfish society, that has no regard for others. Not everyone is of this nature, and for that, we should be very grateful. Tearing another’s belief, opinion, or their lives apart, is simply wrong. We should let each person live as they see fit and in keeping with a peaceful and respectful kind of way. We do not have to believe as another, walk as another, talk as another, to be important, and to be right. There is so much more to being human than being that way.

Try accepting to disagree, try praying for those who despise you, and criticize you. Trying sharing your gifts, your talents, or anything you can to reach another human being. Try using your heart instead of your ego. Let others live as they wish, if it does not harm you or your friends, or your family, or our world. Leave the swift justice to the ones who are in authority over us. Leave bitter feelings in your prayers of suffering. They only time you should look down on someone is when you are there to lift them up. Don’t play the blame game. There are no winners in that game.

~Let us love and live in peace and unity! We can still stand together, even though we are in different places.

~Don’t accept less than you are willing to do for another. But always try to give no matter what.

~Loving another, does not mean you agree with everything they do.

~Turn the other cheek, if you don’t you will never be able to see the other side.

MwsR

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Outplaced Heart, by MwsR

Where does one start,

When they have outplaced their heart?

Can they ever put it back where it first started,

Or must they say goodbye as if they are parted?

Being outplaced is hard

There is no telling how far.

It is unwise to think it will simply return

Where it once was and without taking a surprising turn.

One can not easily surmise

How to handle their situations before they arise

So, carefully guard the heart you were given

While you desperately seek to be forgiven.

Your heart will return

You will not have to yearn.

In its place it will go

Just love yourself and forgive yourself and you’ll know.

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If hurt had a life of its own

It would have a house with the curtains drawn

Silently it would sit until more hurt came a knocking

Then it would let that hurt come in.

They would share the same couch

Use the same bed

Hurt would make room for its friends.

Meals would definitely be optional

Hurt would not check its mail

It could not stand any more bad news

Weeks would turn into longer

And the hurt would get stronger

It would dominate all around it

No time to ask permission

Hurt just would

Nothing would take as much meaning as hurt

Hurt would send the other feelings away.

If hurt had a life, the one you are responsible for giving it.

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Jaded by MwsR

Remembering things the way you see fit

I am not an idiot

Things were construed in this way and that

Perhaps it’d be better if all went “splat”

Seems pretty jaded

All the black and white has faded

Hard to trace, hard to be certain for sure

Looks like your the fish hooked by the lure.

Trapped because you want to be right

I wonder if it keeps you awake at night.

Seems to be jaded

Nothing ever gets corrected

Things just sit where they are,

Where they have been, at least so far.

Seems to be jaded

Why does your heart get traded

For falsehoods and misperceptions?

Like in a bubble is where you are

Too close but yet so far.

Jaded.