Today, by MwsR
It really did not include all I wanted to say.
I wrote you a letter today,
But that is the way things go, right?
I really never explain in depth what I really want to write.
I hope you get it and it makes you wonder
Fills you with something and possibly to ponder.
I know it has been many years
Since I could sit down and write to you without tears.
I do not know what I hope to gain from it
Maybe nothing, simply, maybe to be free from this pit.
The one I crawled into when things between us changed.
When I had to learn to live and re-arrange.
I often wonder why it had to be me to begin
Never you , nor them, or anyone from then
I know I walk a lonely road of taking a stand
I just couldn’t stay there and give you the upper hand
My life was mine but following your rules
I was just your fool.
I longed for your love, yet it was with stipulations
Not how someone wants love, with conditions.
So I find myself not quite over you,
Reaching out once again and feeling blue
I probably had a lapse in judgement, you know
Maybe a moment of weakness, who knows
We will see, it is never too late
I guess, to contemplate
To reach out anyway you can
And try to patch things, join hands
I don’t know but I will someday see
How my life will turn out and be.
Thank you for reading 🙂