Don’t even

Don’t tell me how to feel or how to be

There is certain complicated parts to me.

I do not think it is your business and I am not looking for approval.

I spent my younger days worrying about that

What people thought when they looked at me

There is a certain stance people like to take,

They are all a bunch that’s filled with a whole lot of fake.

I see they have nothing better to do

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“Do you act this way at home? or

“Is this reason why you are so alone?

I don’t think they would like me to

That is why instead I choose to talk with just a few.

A few of the best un-judgemental people I’ve met/

There is something special when people just accept you

Your flaws and faults, to name a few

Something that lasts when things make a mess of your life

There is a few who will stand by your side.

Don’t even pretend to understand all I have written

You probably think I am reading someone else’s notes.

Look at your life, and

See if you fit there

There is no more room for you in mine, so beware

I am done, finished , and through with it all

So long, see ya, wouldn’t want to be ya.

                                                                MwsR ❤

In the end

In the end will there be peace

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Maybe I should beg while on my knees.

I feel this pressure from above

To take care of those I love.

The need is like none else.

It starts somewhere deep inside myself.

I wish to be close and thought of often

Not left out or forgotten

I hope to have the best of days

Just to heal or mend

I want this all before the END.

                                                MwsR ❤

 

Howdy Y’ll!

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Just writing a post to let you guys know, I appreciate all your feedback, comments, and “likes”.

I hope you are enjoying what you are reading from me. Don’t forget, I do update my recipes, occasionally, I do post quotes, frequently, and like to share pictures from time to time.

Currently in my life, I am trying to balance being a mother, grandmother, wife and friend. Sometimes I may not respond quickly to your comments or questions but I am interested in them and will respond as soon as I can.

I keep track as much as I can, the posts of my fellow writers. I enjoy reading them and some I just plain ole relate to.

Life can be such a struggle, but when you have hope, friends, and family, you can do almost anything! God helps me personally.  For those that believe in him, you know what I mean.

I hope each of you go through life searching for what you need answers to, looking into things that need your observations. I also hope you follow your passions, dreams, and hopes as far as you can.

Thanks for reading, commenting, sharing, and following. Peace and love to you all.

MwsR ❤

 

 

You would had been… (dad) In leu of Father’s Day.

The you I picture,

Stout and surefooted

Calm and dangerously wild

Present minded but living in the future

Arrogant and stubborn

Supportive but still alone

Restless and spontaneous

Free and in-prisoned by your will.

Proud of family

But desperate to escape world pressures

Enjoyable and humorous

Animal lover and wildlife hunter.

Father, husband, and son.

If I could imagine how you would be…

The most important would be, still here, with me. 😦

MwsR ❤

 

 

Gone From This Old World….

Struggling hard to come to terms with this feeling

But never  relief in sight.

I even dreamt about you, oh so many times.

What you would be like, what would you say


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My birth dad! Johnny

Only if your life hadn’t ended that  way.

I have a picture or two but not really enough

I think I have studied them a lot, etched you in my mind

What my tears and heart cannot find.


I see you liked cats, wow, that is so me

I favor you too, a lot, it would seem.

I know you smoked Marlboro cigarettes

That you liked to play practical jokes,


I know your eyes were blue, as mine are,

You not being here has left a terrible scar.

I so would had loved to show you my life,

Tell you stories of things and tell you goodnight.


It just wasn’t our time, I guess

Happy endings for us were not meant to be.

I still think of you as often as I breath.

Gone from this old world, but not truly from me

See, you were my father and always will be. 

                                                                                                            MwsR ❤

 

 

More Things in My Life

 

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My grandbabies, one of my grandbabies is not pictured.

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My Poppy(cat) and Aurora(dog), they are growing up together and the best of friends!
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The first house I lived in after being adopted. It is now for sale.
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My Tigger(RIP) and my Checkers( the kitten)

Quotes for the day!

   “What light is to the eyes – what air is to the lungs – what love is to the heart, liberty is to the soul of man.”

 

― Robert Green Ingersoll

 

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     “To enjoy good health, to bring true happiness to one’s family, to bring peace to all, one must first discipline and control one’s own mind. If a man can control his mind he can find the way to Enlightenment, and all wisdom and virtue will naturally come to him.”

― Buddha

 

 

 

Forever

Beautiful memories still flow through the brain,

Moments in my mind building like the steam from a train.o-POSITIVE-THINKING-facebook

I have a few special moments in time 

When I keep forever inside my mind.

Things come, as they often do 

Feelings so scarce sometimes, 

 

You find it hard almost to hard to believe

Especially when it is your heart on the edge.

Feeling no sense of satisfaction

Wandering around like a little lost dog

Clinging to what is left, often nothing, but still feeling a loss

With forever inside your mind it can still remain

Constantly changing, but still somehow the  very same.

 

It is hard to define what isn’t written in stone

One must interpret for their self and acquire a talent for being bold

Forever can simply be a moment or a lot of years,

There is  no exact time-table for listening ears. 

I believe forever starts in the heart

Ever moving and ever to expand

Waiting for that final moment you know in your heart of hearts,

Forever it’s okay to land.

                                                                           MwsR ❤