Pain I release you from me
I have captured you, it seems
You are there in the morning
There at night
No one knows it, because you are hid behind my light.
You have been abused,
I have kept you in the shadows
Reaching for you only when need be
Only when, his face, I see
I often think you were the innocent part
The one who wanted to leave but I did not allow it
I have held onto you like a good book.
One for which I often take a look at.
I should have let you go because I had other prisoners of my own
The sadness is one for which I have gave it a home.
Fear is always near, never venturing far away.
Love wants to stay here forever, I don’t know why she does.
I just have so many and this is so hard to say.
They all have their own address and one leads to his door,
The other is the one for which I often explore.
So pain, I am trying to let you go, slowly.
I promise it won’t be easy for you have been here so long
But I often will look for you, once you are gone.
I hope you can find another place that keeps you as a reminder,
Instead of a prisoner
I regret keeping you but some day I will meet you again.
Until then…
MwsR
Sometimes by MwsR
Imagine your life in a happier time
Sometimes that’s how I remember mine.
Times that made you smile and shine
Things that were easily peace of mind.
Sometimes things are complicated
Even can leave us exasperated.
That is when remembering steps in
Of a wonderful place or time that has been.
Our minds serve many purposes and jobs
They can be reminders or be like a tripod
Supportive and will keep us held higher
That is the good ones the ones that inspire.
Sometimes there are reminders of deeds gone wrong
Sometimes it plays in our head like a bad song.
This isn’t the way most would want it to be
They only want the good ones you see.
But to grow and have happiness
There has to be both of them
Wrong and right reminders
So we learn, appreciate, and have no blinders.
Remember all the thoughts, deeds, and pain
There never can be any growth if there never is rain.
Move forward always but reflect what’s gone,
This is necessary for all , not wrong.
Porcupine Sam had a webcam
He posted himself daily, live
His idea came to be
Because he was so prickly
He couldn’t help that
Noone would come near him
So he used his webcam
To show people Sam
And say what was on his mind
The webcam was great
If he never wanted closeness.
Except Sam did
He always had
But no one could overlook his flaws
So, the best he could get
Was being on his web cam
Although in his heart he wanted more.
MwsR❤️
-Try to accept people as they are. Sometimes the person you see is the one you forced them to be, not their true self. Don’t be their reason to not be themselves.
-Nothing is worse than not being able to be yourself. We all should feel free enough to be our selves.
– Imagine…you, not getting to be who you were created to be.
Oh, the feelings, like this!
The breath, that comes from an intimate kiss.
The lingering of your cologne
The moments when you are away from the house
Most important, are the moments with my spouse.
The hair from your mustache that scratches my chin
The things you do, without having to be asked, every now and then.
I long to have you in my corner, always
You are half my heart, don’t ever go away.
My wish is that you always want to stay.
Your eyes had my attention from the start, but
Inside our connection, that’s what I felt in my heart
Forever and through what may come, I love you hun.
Stead firmness can be found
Once,I did stand,on solid ground
Not anymore
My heart cannot find its footing
My feet cannot make a stance
Too much sand and water under them
Life Is full of hardships that have taken a toll
I’ve watched people come
I watched people go
Some of them really hurt me
Some of them I wish had stayed
Is this how my life is supposed to have been played?
Fighting the many who came for my soul
Prayers and dreams kept me afloat
Sometimes, the tide turned me over
I had to swim with everything that was in me
I grabbed at twigs or anything I could find
The twigs were those that listened
The swim was my struggle
The tide was those that took love from me and threw it away
Like in nature, all fight to survive
This has been me, in my life
Sometimes, I fought my own self
Sometimes I ran away
So many things I can remember that I never got to say
But that’s in the past
And I think I’ll leave it in my poems
In my writing, with paper and pen.
I’m sure you’ll hear from me again.
MwsR❤️
Darkness reached for me
Hard to believe I was so approachable
I guess the appeal was my pain and sorrow
Sometimes it is voluntary, sometimes not
There is always an option for me to take
Must I forever fight it or give in for it to take over
I have always willed the power inside
No one got to choose for me, just myself
When Darkness comes, as it often does
I choose the light
I choose to fight
Not given to the force that overwhelms me at times,
Nothing but a strong will, will be found
As you can fight too
Fight for that light within yourself
Don’t let it be overpowered, overwhelmed
We all can choose for ourselves,
That powers resides within us all
It is there for you , if you call out
Sure Darkness waits for us you and I
But we can leave it and follow our light.
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